25

Everyone can i just tell you that I cant wait. Jeff will be in my arms in 25 days. It is something that I have been waiting for, for a long time. I cant wait to feel the warmth he brings me not only physically but emotionally. He is just so special and I cannot wait to see his perfect smile. Can I just tell you one little thing. This man makes me happy and has for quite some time.

I can't wait

Ok so on tuesday I was talking to Jeff on facebook and I randomly asked him when he was coming home to visit next. Drum roll please in 34 days Jeff Jeff will be back. Yay I can't wait. And we already have plans to hang out. Yay!

New Goal

Ok So it has been brought to my knowledge that I have one wall left until I will really be ready to date. It is a 110 POUND WALL. I am starting a new adventure of weight loss. So a more reasonable goal is 11 pounds. Once I lose 11 lbs. I am going to cut my bangs. I am going to a straight across bang. So we are day 2 and I have went to the gym both days and I am starting to eat better too. It is working out so far and Im having a good time