Ok so for the past 4 months I have been going to a singles ward. At first I hated the idea of it and even thinking about it. I thought that I have no right to go there I was fine where I was teaching the little sunbeams and not having to talk to anyone older that 3. But when the first day came to go I just sucked it up and went with 3 of my friends. I just thought "Oh I will just go and see how it is and then go from there."
So that first Sunday was interesting. There was a cute boy, but he was shorter than I ever thought I would like. He just had this way about him that made him attractive. As the day went on I found out that he was the elders quorum president. So the first thing I did was found him on facebook.
By the next Sunday I was called to be the Relief Society Second Counselor. So on the next Sunday I was set a part along with the rest of the presidency and the cutest boy ever. Oh my this boy is fabulous, amazing, and everything that I ever wanted. I had no idea what his name was and it didn't matter. When it came time for him to be set apart I tried to listen so hard to hear what his name was and I got the first name bit the last name was different and hard to remember at the time. So what did I do, looked him up on facebook. Duh... but there was a problem I could not for the life of me remember his last name. Then I remember that I was the owner of a ward list. Yes! I found out his last name.
Since then we have started to become friends. Our first conversation was me telling him that I loved his Sunday school lesson and that it hit home for me and it was just what I needed. As time went on we found out that we were starting to become friends with the same people and that first night we hung out was kinda funny....
My friend Rachelle just kept on hitting me and finally I was like " what the heck why are you freakin hitting me?"
" I am hitting you every time that boy looks over here at you"
" He is not looking at me"
"Yes he is Danika I swear."
Oh my this amazing boy keeps looking at me. YAY!!! So that next Sunday while he was teaching his lesson I swear all that I could see were his eyes looking straight into mine. It was fabulous and breath taking.
So know that i know where he works I wanted to go and see him. Erin, Erica, Rachelle and I decided that we were going to go to the Cheesecake Factory and go to the mall to see him. Well we went and there was no sign of him anywhere. We went back everyday that week and never saw him. On Friday night I went to the Jazz Game and the girls went to South Towne Mall. Right before the game started I got a text saying "He is here." What the. The only time I don't go with them he is there. We were going to the wrong place for a week and now we finally have the right place, score!
Lets just say we haven't missed a week since. UMM or maybe I should be honest I haven't missed a week for sure and sometimes 2 or 3 times a week. The last party that we both went to was amazingly fantastic. It was one of those nights were there was so much that happened that you can't remember everything. It was priceless... I thought that we were having the time of our lives. We were sitting next to each other when someone asked him to get up and move, he said he was comfortable and perfectly fine right were he was. And if you don't get that it was right next to me! Haha... We flirted all night and most of the morning.
That night I found out for sure that he is 26 he is 7 years older than me. I knew that he was older than me, but he didn't know how old I was. joking around he said oh what are you like 19? HAHA... UMM yep. But that didn't seem to change anything, so that is good. So after all of that exciting stuff, Sunday came. We were all told that our branch was being dissolved and we were getting bigger.
It is not all that fabulous. It is too big and we aren't as close as we use to be. There are too many people. May 1st was the first Sunday and since then I have only saw this boy once at church. Now that is because he was not been there but because he has had to work.
Now that I have got everyone caught up here is what has happened this week:
Friday I texted him and asked what he was doing? He was on his way to a party and so we weren't able to talk as long as normal. Then I told him I had a surprise for him. It was epic. He was like what?.. :). I replied with that it is a surprise and he would have to wait for it. So on Saturday Cara and I went to Olive Garden. After that we went to check and see that his car was still at work and then we went to Walmart to get the goods.
So we got it all and put it all together. I got him giant marshmallows and a card that said... When I saw these they made me think of Chubby Bunny and I thought you would get a good laugh out of it.
I got those because one night when we were hanging out we played chubby bunny and had so much fun. Cara and I went back to the mall and placed them perfectly on his car and pulled far enough away that we could see him but he could not see us. We waited for a good 30 minutes for him to come out of work but it was worth it. When he came walking out I said to Cara that isn't him that guy is too short. Well all of a sudden the lights on his car light up and he goes walking to his car. And of course a girl gets in his car as well. He gets one foot in the car when he realizes there is something on the windshield. With all of the windows rolled up and radio on we both heard him scream " WHAT THE" HAHA... Priceless, then he went running somewhere and then the girl read what it said and then they were gone.
About a half hour later Cara and I were sitting on her bed when I got a text that said thank you for the surprise and I can't wait to roast them. I really wanted to ask if we could do it together but I am a chicken to tell him how I feel. We talked for a while and then we went to bed. Sunday was the first Sunday that we both were at church together and we talked for about a minute and that was it. Then as I was waiting for him to come out of the church to try and talk to him some more he said to his friend that " We are getting pretty serious" what? oh man I hate only hearing half of a conversation.
So there is were I am at right now. Do I just tell him how I feel or just let things work out? Or just push these feeling down and ignore them? I don't know what to do because if he does not feel the same way I do, I am going to be very depressed and uncertain about what to do with my life now.
PLEASE HELP!!!!
