Sunday, December 25, 2011
WORST CHRISTMAS PRESENT EVER...
My grandpa proposed to ELLEN today. EEEWWW. She is now for sure going to be apart of our family for a long time. She just makes things so awkward and strange. I seriously don't know how I feel about this right now, but its not too happy.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Finals and a Funny Guy
So currently I am trying to study for this terrible math final and it is not working. I have 3 hours until I have to be there to take it and all I can think about is this funny guy that I am talking to on Facebook, who conveniently comes home for Christmas in 7 days!!!!....... OH GOSH...... He just makes me smile the biggest smile in the whole wide world!!!! :) I love this feeling.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Time to Fill Everyone In On What Happened This Weekend
Ok so this weekend was very exciting not only did Jeff come home but we got Family Pictures done. It was so much fun. We went up to Park City to this big white barn. It was really cool because that is where Rascal Flatts shot their music video for Here Comes Goodbye. So we did that and now for the fun stuff.
Jeff Jeff-
Can I first off just tell you how much I love saying Jeff Jeff. Ok so to get down to business, here we go. Jeff came home on Wednesday night. Then Turkey Days was Thursday, so we didnt see each other those days and then he forgot to inform me that he was sending the rest of Friday and Saturday in Provo. I should have known becasuse that is what he always does, but I just wanted to keep him all to myself. Haha. So finally on Sunday I got to see him at church. So for Alicia this is already in her letter so I am going to skip our conversation and just move on.
So on Sunday Night he said that he was going to try to come to FHE on Monday night but he did not know for sure if he would make it becasue his family was coming to say goodbye. So needless to say he didnt show up to fhe. But I was sneeky. I made him doughnuts for the flight home so I had to give them to him and oops see him one last time before he went home. HAHA SMARTY PANTS. So Jeff didnt have his flight until close to 11 PM, so I had some time. After FHE Rachelle and I called him and went over. Ok, well he said that he had family over but I just thought the ones that live there. Yeah NO. HIS WHOLE FAMILY WAS THERE. Like there wasnot even a place for me to park. So I called him and told him I was there and he came out. We small talked for a little bit, I gave him the doughnuts and then he started talking about how he was coming home for christmas and stuff.
WELL - David told me that I needed to be honest with Jeff and tell him and I dont want to just be friends anymore. YEP it can out. I asked him if he would like to go out on a date with me while he was home for christmas. He said that he was kinda just starting to date someone back home. BLAH..... I was like oh well we all were just planning on doing some group dates during the break and so I was just wondering of you would like to come with me.
He then said, well let me know when it gets closer and lets see.
So it was not a no and it was not a yes, so we will see. But I did it. that is what really counts. So after that I thought it maybe awkward between us but its not. we have been talking better than normal and it is fab. I have to tell you the truth though. I didnt sleep monday night becasue I was so nervous for him to be flying. I kept checking my phone and facebook to see when he landed. I finally fell asleep at 4 am and an hour later he posted on facebook durning his layover. I could have talked to him but I was fast alseep. So when I get up at 10 Am I messaged him and asked how the flight was. NO answer for 2 hours. THen he finally said "whew, not too bad, I made it." And then we talked for the rest of the day. So we offically have 20 days untill we see each other again. And I am hoping and praying that this thing with this girl back home goes no where and that we can be happy together. Oh I love this boy!!!
Jeff Jeff-
Can I first off just tell you how much I love saying Jeff Jeff. Ok so to get down to business, here we go. Jeff came home on Wednesday night. Then Turkey Days was Thursday, so we didnt see each other those days and then he forgot to inform me that he was sending the rest of Friday and Saturday in Provo. I should have known becasuse that is what he always does, but I just wanted to keep him all to myself. Haha. So finally on Sunday I got to see him at church. So for Alicia this is already in her letter so I am going to skip our conversation and just move on.
So on Sunday Night he said that he was going to try to come to FHE on Monday night but he did not know for sure if he would make it becasue his family was coming to say goodbye. So needless to say he didnt show up to fhe. But I was sneeky. I made him doughnuts for the flight home so I had to give them to him and oops see him one last time before he went home. HAHA SMARTY PANTS. So Jeff didnt have his flight until close to 11 PM, so I had some time. After FHE Rachelle and I called him and went over. Ok, well he said that he had family over but I just thought the ones that live there. Yeah NO. HIS WHOLE FAMILY WAS THERE. Like there wasnot even a place for me to park. So I called him and told him I was there and he came out. We small talked for a little bit, I gave him the doughnuts and then he started talking about how he was coming home for christmas and stuff.
WELL - David told me that I needed to be honest with Jeff and tell him and I dont want to just be friends anymore. YEP it can out. I asked him if he would like to go out on a date with me while he was home for christmas. He said that he was kinda just starting to date someone back home. BLAH..... I was like oh well we all were just planning on doing some group dates during the break and so I was just wondering of you would like to come with me.
He then said, well let me know when it gets closer and lets see.
So it was not a no and it was not a yes, so we will see. But I did it. that is what really counts. So after that I thought it maybe awkward between us but its not. we have been talking better than normal and it is fab. I have to tell you the truth though. I didnt sleep monday night becasue I was so nervous for him to be flying. I kept checking my phone and facebook to see when he landed. I finally fell asleep at 4 am and an hour later he posted on facebook durning his layover. I could have talked to him but I was fast alseep. So when I get up at 10 Am I messaged him and asked how the flight was. NO answer for 2 hours. THen he finally said "whew, not too bad, I made it." And then we talked for the rest of the day. So we offically have 20 days untill we see each other again. And I am hoping and praying that this thing with this girl back home goes no where and that we can be happy together. Oh I love this boy!!!
Monday, November 28, 2011
I Wish You Were Here
Ok so this is my new favorite song. It is by Avril Lavigne. So this is going to sound stupid but JHeff has one more day here and I am already starting to count down the days until he comes home for Christmas. This song is perfect for us and I wish I could just tell him how I really feel instead of keeping it all to myself. This song is preety self explainitory on the way that I feel about it and I will be singing it everyday for the next 22 Days. Jeff Jeff - I miss you already.<3
I can be tough. I can be strong. But with you, it's not like that at all.
There's a girl That gives a shit Behind this wall You just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head You're always there,
you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you Here, here, here
I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really mi-i-iss All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here. All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[Chorus:] Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you Near, near, near I wish you were here.
[Bridge:] No, I don't wanna let go I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go (Let go let go let go let go)
No, I don't wanna let go I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go (Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)
Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you Here, here, here I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you Near, near, near
I wish you were here.
I can be tough. I can be strong. But with you, it's not like that at all.
There's a girl That gives a shit Behind this wall You just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head You're always there,
you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you Here, here, here
I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really mi-i-iss All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here. All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
[Chorus:] Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you Near, near, near I wish you were here.
[Bridge:] No, I don't wanna let go I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go (Let go let go let go let go)
No, I don't wanna let go I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go (Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)
Damn, Damn, Damn, What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near I wish you were here. Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you Here, here, here I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn What I'd do to have you Near, near, near
I wish you were here.
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
safe and sound
Jeff is safe and sound back home in the wj. He is safe at his parents house and only minutes away. I love the fact that he is a matter of minutes even secondsaway from me and not hours and 2500 miles. I honestlycannot wait to see that guy and give him the biggest hug and tell him I miss him
Monday, November 21, 2011
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
I dont want to do this.
I dont want to wrirte this paper. I have to write a paper about my depression. I can not believe that I signed up to write about this. BBBBBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate this
Saturday, October 29, 2011
25
Everyone can i just tell you that I cant wait. Jeff will be in my arms in 25 days. It is something that I have been waiting for, for a long time. I cant wait to feel the warmth he brings me not only physically but emotionally. He is just so special and I cannot wait to see his perfect smile. Can I just tell you one little thing. This man makes me happy and has for quite some time.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
I can't wait
Ok so on tuesday I was talking to Jeff on facebook and I randomly asked him when he was coming home to visit next. Drum roll please in 34 days Jeff Jeff will be back. Yay I can't wait. And we already have plans to hang out. Yay!
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
New Goal
Ok So it has been brought to my knowledge that I have one wall left until I will really be ready to date. It is a 110 POUND WALL. I am starting a new adventure of weight loss. So a more reasonable goal is 11 pounds. Once I lose 11 lbs. I am going to cut my bangs. I am going to a straight across bang. So we are day 2 and I have went to the gym both days and I am starting to eat better too. It is working out so far and Im having a good time
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Why?
Hey everyone in the blog world-
OK so the question today is why? Why are plane tickets so expensive? Hello we are all terrified to go on them for fear that we are going to be killed, so why do I have to pay so much money to go on one. You know that if they weren't so much money I would be having this problem that I am. So I really do miss Jeff, so I want to go see him but it will be over $500 just to fly out there not including activities and food. So that is my dilemma. I don't know what to do. BUT all I do know is that I MISS JEFF KING!!!!!
Crazy I know but true.
Cant he just come home now and stay forever? I think I could handle a small visit even. I just want to see him.
OK so the question today is why? Why are plane tickets so expensive? Hello we are all terrified to go on them for fear that we are going to be killed, so why do I have to pay so much money to go on one. You know that if they weren't so much money I would be having this problem that I am. So I really do miss Jeff, so I want to go see him but it will be over $500 just to fly out there not including activities and food. So that is my dilemma. I don't know what to do. BUT all I do know is that I MISS JEFF KING!!!!!
Crazy I know but true.
Cant he just come home now and stay forever? I think I could handle a small visit even. I just want to see him.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
UMM. . . I think I miss you?
Umm yeah so I think I miss a boy. Yep I miss Jeff Jeff. Ok so the story goes like this on August 14th I was talking to Jeff on facebook before I was going to church and we talked for a while and then I had to stop talking so I could get ready for church. Well I of course was late to church because I was waiting for Rachelle. So we were sitting on the couch in the Fourier when all of a sudden Rachelle started freaking out. I thought that she saw a kid from day care so I looked and didn't see any kids, but I saw this guy. In my head I'm thinking wow that guy really looks familiar and he kinda looks like Jeff. well I turn around and start talking to Rachelle again and then it clicks. THATS JEFF JEFF. (Hold on wait I was just talking to you and you were in Washington D.C. WOW what?) I was so shocked. He is standing right in front of me with his arms out stretched waiting for me to get in those amazing arms of his. I seriously sat there for a whole minute in shock.
Finally he was like "umm do I get a hug?"
So I finally pick my jaw off the floor and stood up and give him a hug. I could not believe it. Jeff jeff, the man that I totally like and is amazing is standing here when he is suppose to be 2500 miles away.
The only thing I could say was "huh, what, how, why?" I was needless to say speechless. Oh having that amazing man hold me in his arms is an amazing feeling. I don't know what it is about having someone you care about hold you, but all I do know is that I always want that in my life.
Ok so to continue with story. I finally found words to say to him... I think I said "Umm... you couldn't have told me this morning that you were here?"
"I wanted to surprise you and everyone else."
Well, yep I was surprised that's for sure. So it was kinda weird because we had just talked earlier so Rachelle did most of the talking because she hadn't talked to him in a while. It was so fabulous. That kid is so amazing. He knows how to surprise a girl. So then everyone went to class and stuff and then after church we talked some more and the twins got to say hi. Oh yeah there was lots of hugging through out the day between Jeff and I. I just loved it! Well then it was time for all of us to leave so we hugged once again and said bye and talked about when he had to leave and that we should hang out before he leaves.
Well we didn't get to hang out because I sometime have stupid friends who didn't go to F.H.E. So since then we talk occasionally on Facebook but not a lot because we are both busy and live 2500 miles apart. So Saturday night/ Sunday Morning I had this dream.
It goes like this. I called Jeff and said that I missed him so I was coming to see him over Fall Break. And he was of course like yes totally, I will take you around and show you all the sites this will be fabulous. Well Fall Break comes I get on a plane go to D.C. and he is standing there with flowers and just plain looking good, and I just take off running to him. (Thank goodness I only brought carry on bags because I would have forgot the checked bags.)
So we both are running to each other and we give each other the biggest hug ever. We just stood there forever holding each other and smiling. We finally left the airpirt and went to his house. I had been flying all day so by time I got there it was pretty late so we didn't have any plans for that night. We get out of the car, walk into his house I set my stuff down and we just kissed. It was kinda weird, I didn't go there for the soul purpose to get a boyfriend but I got one. So then we just sat on the couch and watched a movie and fell asleep.
I know its kinda stupid but it made me realize that I do miss him and want to go see him. Oh yeah and after I told him that I was tired and we fell asleep I of course woke up from the dream and so thats all I got. I woke up and I was not very happy because I wanted to see the rest of my dream. It was perfect. And perfect just the way it was too. I love cute dreams like that!!! :)
Finally he was like "umm do I get a hug?"
So I finally pick my jaw off the floor and stood up and give him a hug. I could not believe it. Jeff jeff, the man that I totally like and is amazing is standing here when he is suppose to be 2500 miles away.
The only thing I could say was "huh, what, how, why?" I was needless to say speechless. Oh having that amazing man hold me in his arms is an amazing feeling. I don't know what it is about having someone you care about hold you, but all I do know is that I always want that in my life.
Ok so to continue with story. I finally found words to say to him... I think I said "Umm... you couldn't have told me this morning that you were here?"
"I wanted to surprise you and everyone else."
Well, yep I was surprised that's for sure. So it was kinda weird because we had just talked earlier so Rachelle did most of the talking because she hadn't talked to him in a while. It was so fabulous. That kid is so amazing. He knows how to surprise a girl. So then everyone went to class and stuff and then after church we talked some more and the twins got to say hi. Oh yeah there was lots of hugging through out the day between Jeff and I. I just loved it! Well then it was time for all of us to leave so we hugged once again and said bye and talked about when he had to leave and that we should hang out before he leaves.
Well we didn't get to hang out because I sometime have stupid friends who didn't go to F.H.E. So since then we talk occasionally on Facebook but not a lot because we are both busy and live 2500 miles apart. So Saturday night/ Sunday Morning I had this dream.
It goes like this. I called Jeff and said that I missed him so I was coming to see him over Fall Break. And he was of course like yes totally, I will take you around and show you all the sites this will be fabulous. Well Fall Break comes I get on a plane go to D.C. and he is standing there with flowers and just plain looking good, and I just take off running to him. (Thank goodness I only brought carry on bags because I would have forgot the checked bags.)
So we both are running to each other and we give each other the biggest hug ever. We just stood there forever holding each other and smiling. We finally left the airpirt and went to his house. I had been flying all day so by time I got there it was pretty late so we didn't have any plans for that night. We get out of the car, walk into his house I set my stuff down and we just kissed. It was kinda weird, I didn't go there for the soul purpose to get a boyfriend but I got one. So then we just sat on the couch and watched a movie and fell asleep.
I know its kinda stupid but it made me realize that I do miss him and want to go see him. Oh yeah and after I told him that I was tired and we fell asleep I of course woke up from the dream and so thats all I got. I woke up and I was not very happy because I wanted to see the rest of my dream. It was perfect. And perfect just the way it was too. I love cute dreams like that!!! :)
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Long time no blogging...
Ok everyone I know it has been awhile but there has been many changes to the lovely love triangle. It got to the point of being ridiculous. So to fill everyone in here is the most resent story. . . So Neil has just been acting so weird and crazy. So I just decided that I need to lay off for a while and see where things go. Well I was informed 2 Sundays ago that Erin and Neil started Kissing. Well there we go. No more Neil and Danika. He picked Erin. So I was kinda hurt and upset but then I herd the rest of Erin's love story. So They are kissing and going out and sleeping in his bed. Yeah it apparently goes like this.
"OOPPS I fell asleep at his house."
Oh yeah ooops, yeah right. Oh so here is the good thing so they are kissing but they are not in a relationship. What? I am so glad that I'm not Erin. If I were in her shoes I would not be happy.
Looking at it now I am so glad I am not her. So the story continues....
After Church there was a Linger Longer and all of us girls went together and met this new guy Jack. He just moved from San Diego and he is just sweet and funny. He is kinda cute but not really but he applies to the story farther down the road. So later that night we all went to Ward Prayer (me, Erin, Erica, and Jack.)Well when we showed up Erin decided to call Neil to have him come and join us. So when he got there he was getting a massage from Erin. When he was done he got up and started talking to Matt. Well there was an open spot for a massage so this guy Ben jumped in and just sat down.
Well the back story on Ben.... So i knew him but he didn't know us. He is very funny and out going so everyone knows him. So he sits down and then says "Oh by the way my name is Ben, what is your name?" HAHA so he started to get a massage and then decided to introduce himself. So we all started talking and became friends.
When we were getting ready to leave Ben was like "hey, I still want to hang out."
"Oh dont worry we are still hanging out, just moving location."
So he came to hang out with us for the rest of the night. So we have been talking a lot and having a good time.
So last Wednesday my parents were gone and so I had the house to myself. The twins were sleeping over and so we invited all of the boys. So we all hung out and watched movies and ate pizza. Well everyone else had left and Ben was the only one left and we started another movie. Well we started WHITE CHICKS- Bens fav. movie. He can quote the whole thing, it is priceless. So when the movie was over we all look at our phones and realize its 3 AM. Holy late night. It was so much fun and Im glad I got to send time with Ben.
"OOPPS I fell asleep at his house."
Oh yeah ooops, yeah right. Oh so here is the good thing so they are kissing but they are not in a relationship. What? I am so glad that I'm not Erin. If I were in her shoes I would not be happy.
Looking at it now I am so glad I am not her. So the story continues....
After Church there was a Linger Longer and all of us girls went together and met this new guy Jack. He just moved from San Diego and he is just sweet and funny. He is kinda cute but not really but he applies to the story farther down the road. So later that night we all went to Ward Prayer (me, Erin, Erica, and Jack.)Well when we showed up Erin decided to call Neil to have him come and join us. So when he got there he was getting a massage from Erin. When he was done he got up and started talking to Matt. Well there was an open spot for a massage so this guy Ben jumped in and just sat down.
Well the back story on Ben.... So i knew him but he didn't know us. He is very funny and out going so everyone knows him. So he sits down and then says "Oh by the way my name is Ben, what is your name?" HAHA so he started to get a massage and then decided to introduce himself. So we all started talking and became friends.
When we were getting ready to leave Ben was like "hey, I still want to hang out."
"Oh dont worry we are still hanging out, just moving location."
So he came to hang out with us for the rest of the night. So we have been talking a lot and having a good time.
So last Wednesday my parents were gone and so I had the house to myself. The twins were sleeping over and so we invited all of the boys. So we all hung out and watched movies and ate pizza. Well everyone else had left and Ben was the only one left and we started another movie. Well we started WHITE CHICKS- Bens fav. movie. He can quote the whole thing, it is priceless. So when the movie was over we all look at our phones and realize its 3 AM. Holy late night. It was so much fun and Im glad I got to send time with Ben.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
I just dont know anymore
I dont know what to do? Neil is being so weird. I just wish he knew and we could be happy together. I guess I have to remember Brooke, Peyton, and Lucus. Peyton had to sit there and watch Brooke and Lucus date for a while and at the end she got the man. Is this just a test of my patients? I hope not. I just really want this guy.
Monday, August 15, 2011
Answer To My Prayer... I Hope.
Ok just so everyone knows I have been a complete slacker and not posted anything for awhile. Things are changing so fast that I would have to blog ever second of the day to keep everyone updated. For starters today there is this new song and I am totally in love with it. This song tells mine and Neil's story to a tee. It is perfect and this is where the story will end for today, so I want to start out with the lyrics and then I will fill you in.
Ok so the song is called "Just a Kiss" by Lady Antebellum. There is a message written in the lyrics so see if you can decode it.
lyiN’ hEre wIth you so cLose to me. iT’s Hard to fIght these feelings when It feelS So hard tO breathe. caught up in this MomEnT. caugHt up In your smile. i’ve Never opened up to anyone; so hard to hold back when i’m holdinG you in my arms. buT we don’t need to rush tHis, lets just tAke iT slow.
just a kIss on your lips in the moonligHt. just A touch of the fire burnin’ so bright. no i don’t wanna mess this thing up. no i don’t wanna push too far. just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one i’Ve beEn waiting for my Whole life. so bAby i’m alright with just a kiss goodnight.
i kNow That if wE’D give this a little Time, it’ll Only bring us closer to the love we wanna find. iT’s nEver feLt so reaL. no, it’s never felt so right.
just a kiss on Your lips in the moOnlight. jUst a touch oF the fire burnin’ sO bRight. no i don’t wAnna mess this thing up. no i don’t Wanna pusH too far. just a shot In the dark that you jus might be the one i’ve been waiting for my whoLe lifE. so bAby i’m alight with just a kiss goodNight.
no i Don’t wanna say goodnight. i know iT’s time to leave, but you’ll be in my dreams tonigHt, tonight, tonIght.
juSt a kIsS on your lips in The moonligHt. just a touch of thE fire burnin’ so Bright. no i don’t wanna mEsS This thing up. no i don’t wanna push too fAr. just a shot in the dark that You just might be the one i’ve been waiting for my whole life. so baby i’m alight with just a kiss goodnight.
ohhhh oh ohhh….
lets do this right with just a kiss goodnight. with a kiss goodnight. kiss goodnight.
Ok the story begins Friday, August 5th. Erin and Neil are going to the temple together. So Neil asks Erin if she would like to go to the temple with him and of course she says yes, well later that night I asked her how it went and she said that they did or were going to KISS. She never told me straight up if they did or not so it is just a little weird. So then I'm a little/ lot pissed off. So I was just like I'm not going to text him nothing I need to start realizing that this isn't going anywhere and he must like Erin or something. Well Saturday rolls around and I get this text asking me if I wanted to hang out with just him that night. Well DUH I'm going to hang out with this sexy guy. So I get to his house and we start unpacking his kitchen. OH P.S. he moved and the new place is fab. It was so cute we were trying to find his blender so we could make protein shakes. We find the blender and then we head off to Sam's Club to get the supplies.
While We were at Sam's club the only thing I could think about is how cute we were and this is what it would be like when we are married. AAHHHH!!!!!!!!! And I swear the lady at the check out thought we were married (well I had a ring on my finger.) So we get back to his house, yeah we never made shakes. We were just talking and having fun with each othere and it felt like we were "playing house" and like we were newly weds unpacking our first appartment. :)
As we are unpacking a box he looks at me and says "Danika, I don't like moving."
"Why, It is so fun."
"I don't know it just takes so long."
"Well I guess I never got to move when I was little so I don't mind it. And its a fresh start."
"Danika, you do know that I will have to move a lot with the military right?"
"Yeah"
Ok now here is the good part. Mr. Neil is always very grammatically correct so that is why it was kinda a freak out moment. I think he said WE, Because I didn't hear and I and he would NOT have used ME.
"Well I guess the only reason why WE would have to move is if I got a promotion."
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Umm.... we he just said we. We are moving together? Yay!!!! That was the first of the weird, cute, questionable questions. Then I got asked what kind of diamond I want and all of this stuff about him buying a ring and romantic stuff. It lasted all night. I am not going to complain but I just need to know if this is really going anywhere.
So to make a long story a little shorter. We went to Walmart and then we some how ended up at Erin's house. So we stayed there for a while and then as we were getting ready to leave he hugs Erin bye. OK well I may be totally off my rocker but if I kissed a boy and I liked it I don't care who is there I am going to kiss him when I say bye. There was nothing.
ON the way back to his house we were just talking and he looks at me and says "Danika you get everything that you want."
"No I don't"
"Name one thing that you don't get."
Thought that pops in my head... YOU! "I don't get relationships."
"What do you mean?"
"I have to work a ton harder than anyone else to make a relationship start or work."
Other things were said that we talked about and we had a good talk about relationships and how the couple has to be committed and that, that is what we both were looking for right now. We get back to his house and we HUG. YEAH. And as I am walking away. I asked him what I should do because I had told him that I wanted to tell someone how I felt.
"Pray about it. Go to the temple. You need to ask and have Heavenly Father answer your prayer."
Oh my gosh, that was the most romatic thing any guy has ever said to me. Lets just get mnarried now. So Sunday was fast sunday. Fasted and prayed, no answer. Monday- Answer. It is ok either way. It will all work out. Oh gosh could I not have gotten just a yes or no. Well then Monday I also find JUST A KISS. Well there is my answer agaion. Just tell him. This week was a busy week and I knew he was leaving for a family reunion in Oregon so I needed to do it before he left. So Thursday night I go over to say bye before he leaves and the twins are already there. Great I cant tell him now. Well it just happened that he needed a ride to meet his mom. So I gave him a ride and the twins met us there.
So I tell him the whole answer to the prayer story and then I tell him to youtube the song so he can hear it. Sitting there listening to the song and there is a pause and he turns to me and says "This is the cutest song ever!"
Yeah he likes it well I ran out of time so that is all he got to hear. So we meet up with his mom and before we got out of the car I asked him "Well know I have this but I have to tell the person who it is about. What should I do?"
"You know what is best."
AAAAAHHHHH...
We are saying goodbye and once again if he and Erin had kissed I think they would have done it again but no. It was this tiny little side hug the same one he gave Erica. And me I get this long fabulous full on hug. There has to be something there right?
Ok yeah funny thing that happened last sunday. We were at the park and I told Neil and erin not to get distracted and then Bryan piped in with yeah no kissing. In the most serious voice I have ever heard come out of Neils mouth. "Dont worry about it. It will never happen."
Well then I guess that can be a good answer. Sunday night I also got a double hug. So we hugged and I thought we were done because it was that long well apparently we werent he pulled me back in and hugged again. Oh I am totally falling for this boy.
Ok so the twins are leaving for the weekend and so that mean Neil and Danika TIME!!! And I am going to tell him the rest of the story. I hope it goes well.
So to figure out the message in the lyrics combine the capital letters and that is the message.
Ok so the song is called "Just a Kiss" by Lady Antebellum. There is a message written in the lyrics so see if you can decode it.
lyiN’ hEre wIth you so cLose to me. iT’s Hard to fIght these feelings when It feelS So hard tO breathe. caught up in this MomEnT. caugHt up In your smile. i’ve Never opened up to anyone; so hard to hold back when i’m holdinG you in my arms. buT we don’t need to rush tHis, lets just tAke iT slow.
just a kIss on your lips in the moonligHt. just A touch of the fire burnin’ so bright. no i don’t wanna mess this thing up. no i don’t wanna push too far. just a shot in the dark that you just might be the one i’Ve beEn waiting for my Whole life. so bAby i’m alright with just a kiss goodnight.
i kNow That if wE’D give this a little Time, it’ll Only bring us closer to the love we wanna find. iT’s nEver feLt so reaL. no, it’s never felt so right.
just a kiss on Your lips in the moOnlight. jUst a touch oF the fire burnin’ sO bRight. no i don’t wAnna mess this thing up. no i don’t Wanna pusH too far. just a shot In the dark that you jus might be the one i’ve been waiting for my whoLe lifE. so bAby i’m alight with just a kiss goodNight.
no i Don’t wanna say goodnight. i know iT’s time to leave, but you’ll be in my dreams tonigHt, tonight, tonIght.
juSt a kIsS on your lips in The moonligHt. just a touch of thE fire burnin’ so Bright. no i don’t wanna mEsS This thing up. no i don’t wanna push too fAr. just a shot in the dark that You just might be the one i’ve been waiting for my whole life. so baby i’m alight with just a kiss goodnight.
ohhhh oh ohhh….
lets do this right with just a kiss goodnight. with a kiss goodnight. kiss goodnight.
Ok the story begins Friday, August 5th. Erin and Neil are going to the temple together. So Neil asks Erin if she would like to go to the temple with him and of course she says yes, well later that night I asked her how it went and she said that they did or were going to KISS. She never told me straight up if they did or not so it is just a little weird. So then I'm a little/ lot pissed off. So I was just like I'm not going to text him nothing I need to start realizing that this isn't going anywhere and he must like Erin or something. Well Saturday rolls around and I get this text asking me if I wanted to hang out with just him that night. Well DUH I'm going to hang out with this sexy guy. So I get to his house and we start unpacking his kitchen. OH P.S. he moved and the new place is fab. It was so cute we were trying to find his blender so we could make protein shakes. We find the blender and then we head off to Sam's Club to get the supplies.
While We were at Sam's club the only thing I could think about is how cute we were and this is what it would be like when we are married. AAHHHH!!!!!!!!! And I swear the lady at the check out thought we were married (well I had a ring on my finger.) So we get back to his house, yeah we never made shakes. We were just talking and having fun with each othere and it felt like we were "playing house" and like we were newly weds unpacking our first appartment. :)
As we are unpacking a box he looks at me and says "Danika, I don't like moving."
"Why, It is so fun."
"I don't know it just takes so long."
"Well I guess I never got to move when I was little so I don't mind it. And its a fresh start."
"Danika, you do know that I will have to move a lot with the military right?"
"Yeah"
Ok now here is the good part. Mr. Neil is always very grammatically correct so that is why it was kinda a freak out moment. I think he said WE, Because I didn't hear and I and he would NOT have used ME.
"Well I guess the only reason why WE would have to move is if I got a promotion."
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Umm.... we he just said we. We are moving together? Yay!!!! That was the first of the weird, cute, questionable questions. Then I got asked what kind of diamond I want and all of this stuff about him buying a ring and romantic stuff. It lasted all night. I am not going to complain but I just need to know if this is really going anywhere.
So to make a long story a little shorter. We went to Walmart and then we some how ended up at Erin's house. So we stayed there for a while and then as we were getting ready to leave he hugs Erin bye. OK well I may be totally off my rocker but if I kissed a boy and I liked it I don't care who is there I am going to kiss him when I say bye. There was nothing.
ON the way back to his house we were just talking and he looks at me and says "Danika you get everything that you want."
"No I don't"
"Name one thing that you don't get."
Thought that pops in my head... YOU! "I don't get relationships."
"What do you mean?"
"I have to work a ton harder than anyone else to make a relationship start or work."
Other things were said that we talked about and we had a good talk about relationships and how the couple has to be committed and that, that is what we both were looking for right now. We get back to his house and we HUG. YEAH. And as I am walking away. I asked him what I should do because I had told him that I wanted to tell someone how I felt.
"Pray about it. Go to the temple. You need to ask and have Heavenly Father answer your prayer."
Oh my gosh, that was the most romatic thing any guy has ever said to me. Lets just get mnarried now. So Sunday was fast sunday. Fasted and prayed, no answer. Monday- Answer. It is ok either way. It will all work out. Oh gosh could I not have gotten just a yes or no. Well then Monday I also find JUST A KISS. Well there is my answer agaion. Just tell him. This week was a busy week and I knew he was leaving for a family reunion in Oregon so I needed to do it before he left. So Thursday night I go over to say bye before he leaves and the twins are already there. Great I cant tell him now. Well it just happened that he needed a ride to meet his mom. So I gave him a ride and the twins met us there.
So I tell him the whole answer to the prayer story and then I tell him to youtube the song so he can hear it. Sitting there listening to the song and there is a pause and he turns to me and says "This is the cutest song ever!"
Yeah he likes it well I ran out of time so that is all he got to hear. So we meet up with his mom and before we got out of the car I asked him "Well know I have this but I have to tell the person who it is about. What should I do?"
"You know what is best."
AAAAAHHHHH...
We are saying goodbye and once again if he and Erin had kissed I think they would have done it again but no. It was this tiny little side hug the same one he gave Erica. And me I get this long fabulous full on hug. There has to be something there right?
Ok yeah funny thing that happened last sunday. We were at the park and I told Neil and erin not to get distracted and then Bryan piped in with yeah no kissing. In the most serious voice I have ever heard come out of Neils mouth. "Dont worry about it. It will never happen."
Well then I guess that can be a good answer. Sunday night I also got a double hug. So we hugged and I thought we were done because it was that long well apparently we werent he pulled me back in and hugged again. Oh I am totally falling for this boy.
Ok so the twins are leaving for the weekend and so that mean Neil and Danika TIME!!! And I am going to tell him the rest of the story. I hope it goes well.
So to figure out the message in the lyrics combine the capital letters and that is the message.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Happy 24th of July! NOT!!!
Ok so where to start. I had just started my period Sunday night, so I was not feeling good and I really just wanted to be lazy on Monday. But I knew that my parents would be home and want my stuff done well needless to say I didn't get my stuff done and got in big trouble.Oh well I don't want to talk about that. Done and over with I won't be lazy anymore. So to get into the meat of the story. Last night Neil had invited the 4 of us girls to go with him to liberty park to watch the fireworks. So it is like 7:30 and he text Erin and asks if we want treats. And of course we do so we tell him to meet us at the store and we will all get them together. Well when we get to the store he isn't there and then he text us and says that he is already back at his house. So we finish get our treats and then start heading to liberty park. We are in the car for like 5 minutes and he calls me. Danika its raining too bad so I'm not going. Me thinking that he is on his bike and doesn't want to ride in the rain. So we flip around and go to his house well he is getting out of the car and helping Brooke get stuff out of the car. Ok so we pull into the drive way and Neil looks at us and gives us this evil nasty look. So I call his phone and This girl answers the phone so I think that its Brooke. Well I ask I'm like can I talk to Neil please. And as I think I am waiting for him to get on the phone but no that girl hung up on me.
What a little @$#&! . So I got kinda pissed so we decided that we were going to leave since we weren't going to the fireworks anyway.
So the girls went to the mall for some retail therapy. AAAHHHH. Oh yeah Brett was not there so it was even better. So we are sitting at the mall and he text and asks were were are and I told him that he looked a little busy and pissed. No I not mad at you guys I am mad at Brooke. Well why is she even here? Hello.So we talk about it and then He said that he was doing homework and stuff. So I was like ok I get the clue you need Brooke time or something and you don't want to hang out with us or something. The 4 of us decide that we still want to watch fire works so we were just going to go up Backas and watch them in the car. So I text Neil and asked if he wanted to go up there it was closer and stuff. Well right after I send it He calls and says Brooke talked me into it we are going to the park you guys can come if you still want to. So We are like yeah we will meet you at your house so we can all leave at the same time and meet up.
So by this time I am not mad but just frustrated I didn't feel good. So we finally get there and we have to park on 1500 S and 300 E. Well Liberty Park is on 1000 S and 700 E. Yeah so we start walking well Erica and I have to pee... No Gas Stations, Stores anything for ever. So we are walking to the park and the fireworks start so we just decided taht we were going to stop and just watch them from the road. Well that doesnt work for Erica and I so. We start walking with Rachelle to find a bathroom. All of a sudden I feel like some one is creeping up behind me so i move over and stop. Well it is justy Neil coming with so he can make sure we are safe. AAAHHHH Heartmelter. How can I be mad now? No way. So we just keep walking and walking. Finally we get the the park will then we have to stand in line and wait. Then there is no tp. so stand in other line and wait more. All I am going to say is the fireworks were done before we were. Blah. So mean while while Erica and I are standing in line Rachelle decides to yell at Neil and give him the 3rd degree. So When we were done the girls just took off and left us by ourselves, and I asked him what she said? He said that she was just going off and was upset and that she wasnt happy with him. Thank goodness he just lets it roll off and not worry. They were all over reacting. Well I guess Rachelle had called Neils phone and Brooke answered and she was being a brat and so Rachelle was going to talk to her and start something with her too. Thank goodness they came to an agreement and stopped fighting. So we finally get back to the car and I am just ready to cry and want Neil to hold me. The 5 of us climb in Erins tinny car and Brooke leaves in hers. We talked eveything out and everyone was just having a bad day. And now everything is ok. Well between me, Erin, and Neil. I dont know about the other two.
After everyone left I called Neil and told him that I was sorry for the whole night and I was just not feeling good and ina bad mood. He was like its totally fine. YOu are ok it wasnt you it was Rachelle, Erica, and Brooke. Yay. He loves me. No he didnt say that but its ok. Everything is better after talking to him!
What a little @$#&!
So the girls went to the mall for some retail therapy. AAAHHHH. Oh yeah Brett was not there so it was even better. So we are sitting at the mall and he text and asks were were are and I told him that he looked a little busy and pissed. No I not mad at you guys I am mad at Brooke. Well why is she even here? Hello.So we talk about it and then He said that he was doing homework and stuff. So I was like ok I get the clue you need Brooke time or something and you don't want to hang out with us or something. The 4 of us decide that we still want to watch fire works so we were just going to go up Backas and watch them in the car. So I text Neil and asked if he wanted to go up there it was closer and stuff. Well right after I send it He calls and says Brooke talked me into it we are going to the park you guys can come if you still want to. So We are like yeah we will meet you at your house so we can all leave at the same time and meet up.
So by this time I am not mad but just frustrated I didn't feel good. So we finally get there and we have to park on 1500 S and 300 E. Well Liberty Park is on 1000 S and 700 E. Yeah so we start walking well Erica and I have to pee... No Gas Stations, Stores anything for ever. So we are walking to the park and the fireworks start so we just decided taht we were going to stop and just watch them from the road. Well that doesnt work for Erica and I so. We start walking with Rachelle to find a bathroom. All of a sudden I feel like some one is creeping up behind me so i move over and stop. Well it is justy Neil coming with so he can make sure we are safe. AAAHHHH Heartmelter. How can I be mad now? No way. So we just keep walking and walking. Finally we get the the park will then we have to stand in line and wait. Then there is no tp. so stand in other line and wait more. All I am going to say is the fireworks were done before we were. Blah. So mean while while Erica and I are standing in line Rachelle decides to yell at Neil and give him the 3rd degree. So When we were done the girls just took off and left us by ourselves, and I asked him what she said? He said that she was just going off and was upset and that she wasnt happy with him. Thank goodness he just lets it roll off and not worry. They were all over reacting. Well I guess Rachelle had called Neils phone and Brooke answered and she was being a brat and so Rachelle was going to talk to her and start something with her too. Thank goodness they came to an agreement and stopped fighting. So we finally get back to the car and I am just ready to cry and want Neil to hold me. The 5 of us climb in Erins tinny car and Brooke leaves in hers. We talked eveything out and everyone was just having a bad day. And now everything is ok. Well between me, Erin, and Neil. I dont know about the other two.
After everyone left I called Neil and told him that I was sorry for the whole night and I was just not feeling good and ina bad mood. He was like its totally fine. YOu are ok it wasnt you it was Rachelle, Erica, and Brooke. Yay. He loves me. No he didnt say that but its ok. Everything is better after talking to him!
P.M.S.ing
Today I was totally on a pms rampage. It was not very pretty. And I will write about it tomorrow when I am not so tired, but I am so glad that I have such an amazing guy in my life that he is so understanding and caring. He made me feel so much better after talking to him. I love the way this man makes me feel. I think I am falling for this guy!!!
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Jealous?
Ok so I guess it is about time for everyone to know the name of this guy. His name is Neil and he is so sweet. The perfect way to describe him is out going, fun, and charming. He has this little smile that is my weakness. He knows that if he is in trouble he can just flash that smile and get away with it. Ok to get to the story of the weekend. So Friday night Cara and I were going out to dinner and I was really excited, but I then learned that Neil didn't have any plans so I asked Cara if she would mind if he came to dinner so she could get to know him a little more. Cara is my best friend and always will be. Ok so of course I told you that my other friend likes Neil too. So I thought that we would go to dinner and then go to his house and watch a movie. And CUDDLE!!!!! So we go to dinner and it is fabulous. We had so much fun together and when it came to anything else it was nothing. So Saturday night that is what caused all of the problems for this weekend. So Neil took Ein fo a hour long bike ride. And then after that they went to he house and hung out. Well I fouond out that they were back and went over there so fast you would not even image. Yeah I have to say that I was way jealous. All I am going to say is that they were cuddling and making me way jealous. But then I have to remebe that I did the same thing to her the weekend before. I dont know what to do. All I know is that I like this boy a lot and there is nothing that could change it at this point.
Friday, July 15, 2011
Don't be mad at me
Ok so don't get mad at me because I say things that I want to, but you are too afraid to. Ok to give a little back story. If you didn't already know there is a new guy in the picture but the only problem is, is that one of my friends likes him too. But ok, so this guy and I always joke about sleeping in the same bed and making out and stuff. Like all of the time. For instance tonight, I told him to get over here right now because we needed to have a conversation. Well whenever I saw conversations he thinks kiss or make out. So he got this big huge sexy smile on his face and said ok. You want to really? Well duh yeah I really do but for the time being I really just want to really talk to you. So i just got a little side tracked. On Saturday night I really wanted to cuddle with him like we were Friday night. So I told him if he wanted a blanket we would have to share. Well apparently my friend didn't like that so she didn't talk to me for 5 days. Hello get a clue, you aren't the only one who likes him and I am not afraid to say what I want. I am just like you are going to have to get use to me acting the way I am because he is so freaking cute and adorable.
I mean am I wrong to think that there is something there between the two of us. You haven't ever seen us when we are alone. On a good night? So last night we all went and saw Harry potter part one and two. Well sexy man had class so he only came fir the new one. So when he gets there that thing happens that I said earlier and then we are trying to figure seating because I want to sit by him and so does my friend so I finally get it so that will happen because hello it's like going to be 3 am before we leave I want someone to sleep on. Well a lll of a sudden some chick sits down in his seat. Problem. So the whole night I had to watch my friend and him sit next to each other and get closer and closer. Well thank goodness they never kissed or held hands. Yeah jealous ? Ummm duh, heart broken. This guybis perfect for me he is so sweet and kind. I'm totally falling for this guy. All I can say is next time we have a conversation it better be a make out conversation because I don't know how much longer I can hold it in.
I mean am I wrong to think that there is something there between the two of us. You haven't ever seen us when we are alone. On a good night? So last night we all went and saw Harry potter part one and two. Well sexy man had class so he only came fir the new one. So when he gets there that thing happens that I said earlier and then we are trying to figure seating because I want to sit by him and so does my friend so I finally get it so that will happen because hello it's like going to be 3 am before we leave I want someone to sleep on. Well a lll of a sudden some chick sits down in his seat. Problem. So the whole night I had to watch my friend and him sit next to each other and get closer and closer. Well thank goodness they never kissed or held hands. Yeah jealous ? Ummm duh, heart broken. This guybis perfect for me he is so sweet and kind. I'm totally falling for this guy. All I can say is next time we have a conversation it better be a make out conversation because I don't know how much longer I can hold it in.
Monday, July 11, 2011
FRIENDS?
After you have treated me the way you have for the past week. I cannot believe that you have blown me off the way that you did tonight. When you asked if i was coming and I said no not until 10 ish did not mean that I didnt want to hang out with you. I swear the gym is a bigger priority than me. I guess what I am trying to say is that I miss you and I just always want to be around you. You are the person that I want to spend all day with because when you smile I smile. Good heavens you make me so happy, but you don't even know how much I need you right now in my life. I just really want to know are we only friends or are we something more. Do not think that you can cuddle with me all night. And when I say cuddle I mean laying on top of each other. So then its 2 AM and I have to go home and before we are even half way to my car, you pull me in for an amazing hug. (yes I know it was only a hug, but I still enjoyed it). But then everyday since you havent treated me the same. I love how you made me feel important that day and I miss that now. Blah..... Just give me some attention and get me the hell out of my house. You are my only way to get out and fell important. I love this new friendship or relationship. What ever it is.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Just a little behind on blogging
Ok so this may seem very soon to be writing this but there is a new guy in the picture. I know I posted 2 days ago that I was getting over a boy, but that happened 2 plus weeks ago. I am a busy person. Don't hate. Ok to start out I have liked this guy for a while but haven't started hanging out seriously until recently. 2 plus weeks ago? This new and wonderful guy treats me like I am important and most of the time I don't even have to text him first. AAAHHH yay... I didn't even know that still happened. So Sweet and condensed version. We have been hanging out everyday for the past week and it has just got better and better.
Everything started on the 4th of July and then got better after that. The only problem is one of my best friends likes him too. I feel like a bad friend after what happened last night. So he some how talked me and my 2 friends into going on a hike with him. Ok to get the true reality of this I HATE HATE HATE hiking. I would rather die than go hiking. Literally. So we go on this long ass hike and it starts getting dark. Well lets just say by time we were done it was pitch black dark. Joy... The hike was not too bad there was a great view of the valley and it was way worth it to spend time with him.
After the hike we decided to go get shakes and fries from Ice Burg. Yummy!!!!! We then headed off to his house to eat them and watch a movie. AAAHHHHHH best part of the story coming....
So we start the movie and he is sitting like a foot away from me and by time we were done with the movie that wasn't the case anymore. It only took about 20 minutes for him to realize that it was ok if we cuddled. So for a good 2 hours we were glued together. That sounds like a good word to use. Hello if some cute flirty guys wants to cuddle with me I am not going to past that up. So I had to leave early because of a lame curfew. So I asked this fine man to walk me out to my car because 1 it was 2 AM and 2 someone had gotten pulled over and were across the street. So of course he says yes.
We walk out side and before I can even get to the car he grabs me and pulls me in for a hug!!!. AAHHHHH!!!!!!.....
So I asked what are you doing tomorrow night?
Nothing
Do you want to watch another movie?
Yeah we could do that. But lets do it with less distractions though. Meaning hopefully no one else. Like my friends watching us cuddle. Especially when one likes him. If looks could kill I would be dead. I am sorry I didn't try and get his attention it was just there.
I am totally falling for this guy for real.
Everything started on the 4th of July and then got better after that. The only problem is one of my best friends likes him too. I feel like a bad friend after what happened last night. So he some how talked me and my 2 friends into going on a hike with him. Ok to get the true reality of this I HATE HATE HATE hiking. I would rather die than go hiking. Literally. So we go on this long ass hike and it starts getting dark. Well lets just say by time we were done it was pitch black dark. Joy... The hike was not too bad there was a great view of the valley and it was way worth it to spend time with him.
After the hike we decided to go get shakes and fries from Ice Burg. Yummy!!!!! We then headed off to his house to eat them and watch a movie. AAAHHHHHH best part of the story coming....
So we start the movie and he is sitting like a foot away from me and by time we were done with the movie that wasn't the case anymore. It only took about 20 minutes for him to realize that it was ok if we cuddled. So for a good 2 hours we were glued together. That sounds like a good word to use. Hello if some cute flirty guys wants to cuddle with me I am not going to past that up. So I had to leave early because of a lame curfew. So I asked this fine man to walk me out to my car because 1 it was 2 AM and 2 someone had gotten pulled over and were across the street. So of course he says yes.
We walk out side and before I can even get to the car he grabs me and pulls me in for a hug!!!. AAHHHHH!!!!!!.....
So I asked what are you doing tomorrow night?
Nothing
Do you want to watch another movie?
Yeah we could do that. But lets do it with less distractions though. Meaning hopefully no one else. Like my friends watching us cuddle. Especially when one likes him. If looks could kill I would be dead. I am sorry I didn't try and get his attention it was just there.
I am totally falling for this guy for real.
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Crazy Life
Ok so you know how I told you that there was a guy in the picture. Yeah well forget that. He is so far gone you cant even see the dust he left behind. He is one of those guys that is a jerk face. I cannot believe it. Ok so just because a girl likes you and brings you something funny and leaves it on your car, causes you to stop talking to her. Well I am sorry. That is just a little crazy. Because even if i didnt like you we were still friends before any of this happened. It just doesnt make sense. Your friend has told me that you know i like you. Well did. But I thought you were suppose to be a gentle man. Wouldnt you be nice and just ask the dang girl out and see how it goes. Worst thing that could happen is you both realize that you arent ment to be together. And even then you were friends. HELLO - Friends. Friends hang out, talk, and do stuff with each other. So I guess looking back on this we really werent friends either. Thanks for leading me on and breaking my heart with out even knowing that you were doing anything with it. I guess all I really have to say is The story of us never started and never will.
Monday, June 13, 2011
I have no idea what to do
Ok so for the past 4 months I have been going to a singles ward. At first I hated the idea of it and even thinking about it. I thought that I have no right to go there I was fine where I was teaching the little sunbeams and not having to talk to anyone older that 3. But when the first day came to go I just sucked it up and went with 3 of my friends. I just thought "Oh I will just go and see how it is and then go from there."
So that first Sunday was interesting. There was a cute boy, but he was shorter than I ever thought I would like. He just had this way about him that made him attractive. As the day went on I found out that he was the elders quorum president. So the first thing I did was found him on facebook.
By the next Sunday I was called to be the Relief Society Second Counselor. So on the next Sunday I was set a part along with the rest of the presidency and the cutest boy ever. Oh my this boy is fabulous, amazing, and everything that I ever wanted. I had no idea what his name was and it didn't matter. When it came time for him to be set apart I tried to listen so hard to hear what his name was and I got the first name bit the last name was different and hard to remember at the time. So what did I do, looked him up on facebook. Duh... but there was a problem I could not for the life of me remember his last name. Then I remember that I was the owner of a ward list. Yes! I found out his last name.
Since then we have started to become friends. Our first conversation was me telling him that I loved his Sunday school lesson and that it hit home for me and it was just what I needed. As time went on we found out that we were starting to become friends with the same people and that first night we hung out was kinda funny....
My friend Rachelle just kept on hitting me and finally I was like " what the heck why are you freakin hitting me?"
" I am hitting you every time that boy looks over here at you"
" He is not looking at me"
"Yes he is Danika I swear."
Oh my this amazing boy keeps looking at me. YAY!!! So that next Sunday while he was teaching his lesson I swear all that I could see were his eyes looking straight into mine. It was fabulous and breath taking.
So know that i know where he works I wanted to go and see him. Erin, Erica, Rachelle and I decided that we were going to go to the Cheesecake Factory and go to the mall to see him. Well we went and there was no sign of him anywhere. We went back everyday that week and never saw him. On Friday night I went to the Jazz Game and the girls went to South Towne Mall. Right before the game started I got a text saying "He is here." What the. The only time I don't go with them he is there. We were going to the wrong place for a week and now we finally have the right place, score!
Lets just say we haven't missed a week since. UMM or maybe I should be honest I haven't missed a week for sure and sometimes 2 or 3 times a week. The last party that we both went to was amazingly fantastic. It was one of those nights were there was so much that happened that you can't remember everything. It was priceless... I thought that we were having the time of our lives. We were sitting next to each other when someone asked him to get up and move, he said he was comfortable and perfectly fine right were he was. And if you don't get that it was right next to me! Haha... We flirted all night and most of the morning.
That night I found out for sure that he is 26 he is 7 years older than me. I knew that he was older than me, but he didn't know how old I was. joking around he said oh what are you like 19? HAHA... UMM yep. But that didn't seem to change anything, so that is good. So after all of that exciting stuff, Sunday came. We were all told that our branch was being dissolved and we were getting bigger.
It is not all that fabulous. It is too big and we aren't as close as we use to be. There are too many people. May 1st was the first Sunday and since then I have only saw this boy once at church. Now that is because he was not been there but because he has had to work.
Now that I have got everyone caught up here is what has happened this week:
Friday I texted him and asked what he was doing? He was on his way to a party and so we weren't able to talk as long as normal. Then I told him I had a surprise for him. It was epic. He was like what?.. :). I replied with that it is a surprise and he would have to wait for it. So on Saturday Cara and I went to Olive Garden. After that we went to check and see that his car was still at work and then we went to Walmart to get the goods.
So we got it all and put it all together. I got him giant marshmallows and a card that said... When I saw these they made me think of Chubby Bunny and I thought you would get a good laugh out of it.
I got those because one night when we were hanging out we played chubby bunny and had so much fun. Cara and I went back to the mall and placed them perfectly on his car and pulled far enough away that we could see him but he could not see us. We waited for a good 30 minutes for him to come out of work but it was worth it. When he came walking out I said to Cara that isn't him that guy is too short. Well all of a sudden the lights on his car light up and he goes walking to his car. And of course a girl gets in his car as well. He gets one foot in the car when he realizes there is something on the windshield. With all of the windows rolled up and radio on we both heard him scream " WHAT THE" HAHA... Priceless, then he went running somewhere and then the girl read what it said and then they were gone.
About a half hour later Cara and I were sitting on her bed when I got a text that said thank you for the surprise and I can't wait to roast them. I really wanted to ask if we could do it together but I am a chicken to tell him how I feel. We talked for a while and then we went to bed. Sunday was the first Sunday that we both were at church together and we talked for about a minute and that was it. Then as I was waiting for him to come out of the church to try and talk to him some more he said to his friend that " We are getting pretty serious" what? oh man I hate only hearing half of a conversation.
So there is were I am at right now. Do I just tell him how I feel or just let things work out? Or just push these feeling down and ignore them? I don't know what to do because if he does not feel the same way I do, I am going to be very depressed and uncertain about what to do with my life now.
PLEASE HELP!!!!
So that first Sunday was interesting. There was a cute boy, but he was shorter than I ever thought I would like. He just had this way about him that made him attractive. As the day went on I found out that he was the elders quorum president. So the first thing I did was found him on facebook.
By the next Sunday I was called to be the Relief Society Second Counselor. So on the next Sunday I was set a part along with the rest of the presidency and the cutest boy ever. Oh my this boy is fabulous, amazing, and everything that I ever wanted. I had no idea what his name was and it didn't matter. When it came time for him to be set apart I tried to listen so hard to hear what his name was and I got the first name bit the last name was different and hard to remember at the time. So what did I do, looked him up on facebook. Duh... but there was a problem I could not for the life of me remember his last name. Then I remember that I was the owner of a ward list. Yes! I found out his last name.
Since then we have started to become friends. Our first conversation was me telling him that I loved his Sunday school lesson and that it hit home for me and it was just what I needed. As time went on we found out that we were starting to become friends with the same people and that first night we hung out was kinda funny....
My friend Rachelle just kept on hitting me and finally I was like " what the heck why are you freakin hitting me?"
" I am hitting you every time that boy looks over here at you"
" He is not looking at me"
"Yes he is Danika I swear."
Oh my this amazing boy keeps looking at me. YAY!!! So that next Sunday while he was teaching his lesson I swear all that I could see were his eyes looking straight into mine. It was fabulous and breath taking.
So know that i know where he works I wanted to go and see him. Erin, Erica, Rachelle and I decided that we were going to go to the Cheesecake Factory and go to the mall to see him. Well we went and there was no sign of him anywhere. We went back everyday that week and never saw him. On Friday night I went to the Jazz Game and the girls went to South Towne Mall. Right before the game started I got a text saying "He is here." What the. The only time I don't go with them he is there. We were going to the wrong place for a week and now we finally have the right place, score!
Lets just say we haven't missed a week since. UMM or maybe I should be honest I haven't missed a week for sure and sometimes 2 or 3 times a week. The last party that we both went to was amazingly fantastic. It was one of those nights were there was so much that happened that you can't remember everything. It was priceless... I thought that we were having the time of our lives. We were sitting next to each other when someone asked him to get up and move, he said he was comfortable and perfectly fine right were he was. And if you don't get that it was right next to me! Haha... We flirted all night and most of the morning.
That night I found out for sure that he is 26 he is 7 years older than me. I knew that he was older than me, but he didn't know how old I was. joking around he said oh what are you like 19? HAHA... UMM yep. But that didn't seem to change anything, so that is good. So after all of that exciting stuff, Sunday came. We were all told that our branch was being dissolved and we were getting bigger.
It is not all that fabulous. It is too big and we aren't as close as we use to be. There are too many people. May 1st was the first Sunday and since then I have only saw this boy once at church. Now that is because he was not been there but because he has had to work.
Now that I have got everyone caught up here is what has happened this week:
Friday I texted him and asked what he was doing? He was on his way to a party and so we weren't able to talk as long as normal. Then I told him I had a surprise for him. It was epic. He was like what?.. :). I replied with that it is a surprise and he would have to wait for it. So on Saturday Cara and I went to Olive Garden. After that we went to check and see that his car was still at work and then we went to Walmart to get the goods.
So we got it all and put it all together. I got him giant marshmallows and a card that said... When I saw these they made me think of Chubby Bunny and I thought you would get a good laugh out of it.
I got those because one night when we were hanging out we played chubby bunny and had so much fun. Cara and I went back to the mall and placed them perfectly on his car and pulled far enough away that we could see him but he could not see us. We waited for a good 30 minutes for him to come out of work but it was worth it. When he came walking out I said to Cara that isn't him that guy is too short. Well all of a sudden the lights on his car light up and he goes walking to his car. And of course a girl gets in his car as well. He gets one foot in the car when he realizes there is something on the windshield. With all of the windows rolled up and radio on we both heard him scream " WHAT THE" HAHA... Priceless, then he went running somewhere and then the girl read what it said and then they were gone.
About a half hour later Cara and I were sitting on her bed when I got a text that said thank you for the surprise and I can't wait to roast them. I really wanted to ask if we could do it together but I am a chicken to tell him how I feel. We talked for a while and then we went to bed. Sunday was the first Sunday that we both were at church together and we talked for about a minute and that was it. Then as I was waiting for him to come out of the church to try and talk to him some more he said to his friend that " We are getting pretty serious" what? oh man I hate only hearing half of a conversation.
So there is were I am at right now. Do I just tell him how I feel or just let things work out? Or just push these feeling down and ignore them? I don't know what to do because if he does not feel the same way I do, I am going to be very depressed and uncertain about what to do with my life now.
PLEASE HELP!!!!
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